-A lending hand would have been helpful-

• a friend is always there for you, helps you when you need them, it just hurts painfully when they just don't care
• i would always be there for you, were you there for me ?
• sorry, i do love to talk a lot but that's just me
• i am who i am, i don't need your approval to be me
• i would know what to talk about and when to talk about it for you, because i know you well,but do you know me well? because i just want the same thing in return if you never realized...
• i want to live my life at its fullest
• laugh at the things that don't matter
• love with all that i have and more
• i want you, i need you, but it doesn't have to always be me
• just a smile will do, that's all i need from you
• asking a favor from you is hard enough, what more to say if i were to even ask you to do it
• so fucked up, so not me
• being me is being happy, and don't change that for me
• FUCK YOU if you think that things have to always go your way and not mine, but don't get me wrong because it's only an IF
• i turn to you when i needed someone for help, but that doesn't mean you've ever helped
• if you were very unhappy and had a friend to ask "what your problem?"in a very rude tune, what would you do? look up and slap that person? <--- very tough question to answer
• i am a person that knows what he wants
• i am a person with deep feelings
• i understand people well ,but i want people to understand me as well
• i don't want to become someone else because i love me and won't let anyone change that

THIS IS ALL BECAUSE I AM ME

ADRIAN IS WHO I AM

and that is who i am going to be for the rest of my life

i just want to be a good friend

the rest is all up to you

comments please...i want to know how everyone feels to what i have written

illys

today i got so pissed cause i thought i wasn't gonna go out today with Sarah& Chloe and we all know i get cranky when i don't get to go out on weekends ... i mean who doesn't go out on weekends right ? Then i finally got a call from Sarah saying that she could bring me out to go limteh (have coffee) at my favourite place illy which Chloe happens to call Paris. Oh well, of course i was happy that i got to go out... cause i have been bugging Sarah the whole day just to go out ... Cause it really sucks not going out on weedends

*illy* ^^ me drinking my greco caramel :D taste really yummy

cost like RM 6.50 but whatever its still worth it
Dear Sarah & Chloe
the 3 hotties IN PARIS ^^
Sarah's BEAUTIFUL WIRA *thats her and chloe in the car*

just ADRIAN and how he has been doing these days

hi fellow bloggers, guess what *ADRIAN'S BACK* ... i haven't been posting anything on my blog in a while , and the reason why i am even posting anything in here is because maybe today, tonight, and at this moment might have just made me feel like sharing something or even anything in here because i have been stressing alot lately so maybe writting it down would make me feel a little less emo as i am now. i felt so out of place and i have been so emotional to lots of things lately... because i just want people to understand me and know how i feel about certain things. I have been emo and stressful lately and and thank god i have my cousin sarah to talk to because she understands me well enough to give me the advice i need of my problems that has been kept in me for so long and the problems have been set free and settled just a while ago when we went to tiny a coffee house called illy . and there we shared everything we had to say .. I finally told her that i needed someone to be my ******* and she understood everything that i was trying to expess so of course i was super happy eventhough i have told some friends my issues but it still feels good telling someone close to me which happens to be my dear cousin sarah ...

And lately i have been feeling guilty for being so selfish to a friend of mine shereen... she is a very very good friend of mine but lately i have been mad at her eventhough its not her fault for being happy that she has that someone in her life that makes her feel happier than me, and i feel bad for being her good friend but not supporting her with her love life... sorry shereen :'( i just didn't know what to do and i guess i wasn't strong enough tell you what i felt deep down inside ... i still love you and i promise it would be like old times...... when once upon a time where two very talkative people could talk all day at school and and no drama no jealousy no fight no arguements never would happen . i know it sounds cheesy but thats just me